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There, Where the Palatine Once Towered and Reigned

by blair ellair

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1.
Mrs. Ives, I write to you Wondering if we could make premieres Of Mr. Ives’ greatest, greatest, greatest works of art And would you reply A steady distance to me Or even a simple start And how I got your reply Steady chest unwavering And you said you wanted to be kind To those old fellows who played Mr. Ives Back in 1908, or 1909
2.
Little Ghost 01:57
I’m a little ghost inside my room And I want to wake to something new And I’ll go Yeah, I’ll go out solo, wake up I want to tell you everything about ghosts I can’t tell you everything about ghosts But I want to, so bad Back in the day I might have been a blacksmith But I’m too cute for that
3.
Skulking around the little city wonderland I called home I find it hard, anonymous, it’s puzzling me as I roam Tell me, train, do you still see me out there? Flying past them In the moonlight Skyscraped windows I am solid I’m pallid, I’m squalid In the moonlight Past right, past life I’ve died again tonight It’s a mad world, but every time I’m out here, it’s bad enough I might be dead, but I am more alive than some, it’s rough I see their suits They’re on the right track out here Flying past them In the moonlight Skyscraped windows I am solid I’m pallid, I’m squalid In the moonlight Past right, past life I’ve died again tonight If I could, then I would But I can’t go back, I can’t fight this time Miss those days and I miss those nights But I’m dead and you can’t see me I wish everything was different Can’t go back, my body’s in slime You can see me at the morgue sometime I’ll try to be there to see you
4.
Talking about different food things Say nothing, barely describing, Get Thinking about my life Thinking about what’s right I exit standard body Thinking about my life Think about what’s right Oh, I am thinking of I’m absurd, sulking in these arms These thighs of mine, I try to get by Slashing moonlight, standard body Party, that is such a bad word
5.
Story of a slaughter People act as though the worst thing in the world Is getting your guts laid out Getting your teeth smashed and your hair pulled and your neck slit But in actuality the worst thing in the world, in the universe, maybe Is to feel and feel hard To squirm, to be unable to let those receptors contort you To never let you get comfort or peace This is what we do every single day No peace, no peace! Who is at my right hand When the pitcher makes the windup And gets the groove on? Who is at my left hand When the gods channel their indignities? Polish postal worker in 1825, city of Krakow See the fees get cut in half See his wages get cut in half Goes home to the wife, goes home to the life Goes home, home, home This isn’t worth the paper it’s printed on! You must be joking! In all my years, I have never seen such repugnant indignities As what you have described here in this brochure In transient matters, we could have discussed a more suitable approach But nothing so crawls through my skin Like the proposal you have displayed before us! Sir, I don’t want your money! I don’t want your money! You threaten me! With your scales and timber hoofs And lustful smiles, sir! I don’t need your money I can starve myself on my own, thank you very much So please, if you could… Could have been a voracious reader Spent my time on Saturdays Writing glorious lieder From the pageless histories Staring at very structured things Wikipedia Flashes in the rain I can quote you Andrei V. on the screen But if you met me at a bar My knowledge would dispose of me Flash down in the Seine Scalliwags and ne'er-do-wells Pain punishment points I could write you Borges and it’s so gorgeous But I sit and make nothing but forges Lover’s child is gearing up for war Midnight at hand, at 25 Making small talk in the cafe Our love is alive, when you’re alive See that man? He’s got a handkerchief He can see smoke, way out of hand Making small talk at the bar And here comes a car, here’s the demand Oh, it’s 3 AM, so call me again Paranoia of being unemployed Doomsday ahead, losing your friends Could’ve been so tough, but no slackers abound Life is around Seriously, did you ever think That no one likes work? Is that what you’ve just found?
6.
I’m lost in a million stars Wondering who we are But–you are everything I ever dreamed of Now, space and time collapse Underhanded maps And there is something out there I can’t think of I’m stuck in a haze I’m fighting off the sounds And all the sights on my screen tonight Everyone’s got a cause And a dream to catch And a love for the obscene But do I need it, is it a part Of my infatuation and desire? Or can I resolve? And here we go, the greatest part Of the second date or third I’m lost in a million stars Wondering who we are But–you are everything I ever dreamed of Now, space and time collapse Underhanded maps And—there is something out there I can’t think of But do I see it, do I feel We need to be everything at once All the time, all the space? And here we go, the great Horror film, you know, I’m no fan
7.
In the Western Hemisphere Global fears come on Fridays In the tiny cubicles Office space runs in old ways Kobayashi paints a few Then some more, and I’m sitting On the other side of all Ocean waves...and admitting… In a million years or so There won’t be silly authors Who write in cliche codes Down on all fours And it’s scalding How they treat you in the press
8.
Like fireflies in the dark, I light up for my night And when you get scared, I'll try to make it right And it's 3 A.M., and I've probably should've gone to sleep by now But i don't know how anymore You just go in time And try to figure it all out Oh, and here it comes, here's the joy and the rush And i thought there was neon in the distance Flickering above the mist like some old castle In cryptic fairy dust tales of woe and wonder Oh, here's the cliff of thinking you will be thirty five And so scared that you won't make it over that bridge alone At home, there's no one else around So you can make all your own sounds And just go into the night And let your body fly In time, it's fine Don't think about it now It's in a pink flash Everything's gonna be all right or something like that Or else I'm going to be posting about it again Swirls of secret serums And pangs of golden auras But if you come to the flat We'll make you tea and we'll talk On and on And we'll say that people don't get together like this anymore Because I don't know if they do
9.
Origin 01:22
Eternal rest grant unto them, O Lord And let perpetual light shine onto them May they rest in peace, amen May almighty God bless us with Their peace and strength, The Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit Good morning, swinger I’ve got something to tell you Good morning, sunshine I’ve got something to sell you
10.
Oh, love of mine Could you wait back in time? We cannot shake our brethren now Hold my hand, it’s all right Out of time Oh, Citadel Sauganash promised us We cannot bring our children now Hold my hand, try to fight into time Oh, far out into the city The nightingale you thought was pretty The shepherd of the union The foxes in those intrusions My blood and a little fortress My blindness as an individualist Oh, work for only eight hours Oh, work for a little more power When I think about your mother and your father, too When I think about the baby that we hold onto Oh, Sweet Karolyne Sitting at home on the bed Want to read about Where your parents are tonight? Oh, Sweet Karolyne Oh, constable I’d regret nothing more Then, if you’d kill me on the spot So I could save the lot The love of mine

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album #7

An album about death and ghosts and such.

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released February 10, 2023

recorded between 2021 and dec. 2022, chicago, il

blair ellair - synths, vocals, drums, glitch

photo credit: US Department of Energy

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